LOVE SIMULATIONS

A heavy head and burdened heart
I write these lines of hurt
To see you in pain
Leaves me in much greater pain
So I hold my pen to pen down our pain.

I shut my shy eyes
And all I see are lies
It may be you, it may be me
I don’t know
But the status quo,
I don’t want any more.

You were bold to ask why I acted so
I was then right to say so
Now, you need not ask so again
Honestly, it was you, you again!

To expect to see you, I went
To see me, you came
So now you know…
I must be good at feigning it
But all because it was you again.

You alone, sweep me off my feet
You alone, make me a freak
You alone, make me go numb
You alone, make me freeze
How I wish you know this
Then would it be sheer bliss.

So don’t make it seem
Like we are not meant to seam
My only flaw is your glow
That flows through me until madly I blow
And since you are my flow
Only learn to control
And neither of our wires will blow
A little snap and I’ll flow slow.

There is no other way to say it
To say I’m sorry for what I sorrow.

Perchance if I still got another chance
Please KB, call me Blessed
And I’ll know I’m blessed
Just help me and you
Just be you and me.
©Atwine Mugisha